Shay's Journal

Isn't It fun when you find out a major part of your life was all a lie?

isn't it fun to find out one person can completely fuck up your life?

isn't it fun to lose all your faith in everyone around you?

Isn't it fun to not know why you bother to get up every morning? 

I want to quit school and become a hobo!!!

actually, I jsut want time to write! School is ending, and the teachers want to teach as much as they possibly can before exams, and they all assigned projects due on the same day! I swear they think it's funny or something! It's not!!!! I'm so dang busy that  Idon't sleep anymore!!!

I miss my writing.......well....that's all I really had to say...that and

I CAN'T MAKE CLAY POTS TO SAVE MY LIFE! 

So, not much has been going down lately, but I feel like giving some updates anyways

So on Monday I got my braces off. I had split phase, so I had braces a year, got them off for a year, then had them for another year, so now they're permantly gone, my teeth are nice and straight, but I sort miss my crooked fanged smile (one my canine teeth used to be way up high in my mouth like a fang, only one, I was lopsided) but now I have a "pretty" smile, so it's ok I guess....

Yesterday I found out my twin and I are Identical, we thought we were fraternal, because we were born in 2 seprerate egg sacks and whatnot, but we got DNA tested, and we had 10 out of 10 matching markers, meaning we are actually identical and from the same egg. I always thought we weren't identical, so it's sorta wierd to think we are, it's sorta like we were originally the same person....wierd O_o

Oh, and some side news, I got a job recently, I'm a concession stand worker, this past weekend I went scuba diving in a mine where I felt like a secret agent, and I also got to drive the car without having my temps yet, so yay for law breaking....today I found out my mom used to date a drug dealer, and my firned mom need me to teach her to use photoshop, but she won't let me teach her without paying her, and I don't want her money...

so yeah, other than that school work has consumed my life

I hate school, and apparently it hates me...so maybe not all of school, but my honors geometry teachers sure does! what did I do to her? I must have breathed her air or somthing....hers is the only class I'm doing poorly in, I've got a C+, but in ever other class I have an A+....strange.....screw her.

other news, my six year old sister got grounded for the first time, her question was "can you really actually ground six year olds?" the answer...yes.

Well, I guess we'll finish this up with a cute oneshot.........

Ahh, once agian it's easter, time to eat too much chocolate and get sick right? hhm...sounds like fun...but really, I don't understand why we celebrate, I'm nto really a religious person at all, I guess I just do it because of traditon...so for everone who reads this, and does celebrate easter, Happy hoidays! this year I got to have good fun with my Jewish firned, she spent the night and particapted in tradtions with us. She wasn't too good at dying eggs, but she had alot of fun! and she enjoyed finding them. We surprised her by having an easter basket for her too, which she throughly enjoyed...now I'm being lazy and wating for the traditional easter dinner...

on a side note, mostly to myself....one month....<3 Noah....yeah......

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yeah, I have no idea exactly what I'm doing wit htis thing, but that's half the fun right? doing things you've never done before and making a fool of yourself, anyone who says getting embarassed form time to time isn't fun, they're lying to you...I honestly have no idea what I'm even typing about, but it beats biology anyday, cuz honestly, I don't want to know what goes on in my body....did you know if you think too hard about breathing your can forget how to do it? happens ot me all the time....I'm not sure that was relevant to what I was talking about, but then again, what's relevant to the subject Absolutly nothing...that's what's relevant, absolutly nothing!